My feeling

Now, is the one most great down in my life, because I feel I cannot doing much for my family, I don't have a enough money to provide them the best education  that I can get before, I really sad that I can fulfill my responsibility toward them properly. Maybe because of my ability to human relationship, maybe of course because my inability to keep my self away from sin.
Now I sit here on my room with my self and try to find a better way to solve this..